“Let me be the last to say, please don’t stay. 
Let me be the last to say, you won’t be okay. ”

Atmosphere - The Last To Say.

They’re some people in my life that I wish I could be friends with but I’m absolutely scared to talk to.

I just don’t want them to dislike me because they mean a lot to me. 

I can’t stand being ignored, so I just avoid talking to them.

However things change and I have developed a new mindset on how to deal with these people.

Important people are important people and you can’t change that. Who cares if they stay in your life or not because you have your memories to rely on. Yeah, it would be better if they did, but you’re going to move on and live your own life. Always think positive and keep smiling. There is always the future to rely on and the future is always beautiful. 

Care but don’t care. :D but care more than you don’t care.  

Oh silly dreams, come true :D

I realized that there is no need to lie anymore. People will love you for who you are. Just be honest with yourself. Instead of building strong walls, I just built a strong heart. 

It’s a self destructive trait of mine. 

I like to see how far people will go.

How much they can put up with me.

Unconditional love, I’m calling you out you punk.

Let’s see how unconditional love really is.

Who can put up with me? :D

It’s an adventure 

I wonder if should allow exceptions or follow equality. 

The best answer right now is that it depends on the situation

Sadness bounds while happiness free’s the soul

It’s nice to know what other people think of you. 

According to my yearbook I am weird, awkward, and a nice friend. 
One of my teachers called me random.

My bestfriends told me how much they love me.

Heres a secret of mine that I like to share to the people that follow me. I try really hard to be a difficult person. I try to be extremely cocky, rude, and overall mean. I want to get on your nerves. I want to be embarrassing to be friends with. My cousin Patrick told me that I try to hard to get attention. I’m fine with that. I do want attention. Why does it have to be a negative thing? I’ll break every rule that people have. The whole purpose of this is that I want to be free without restriction. I don’t want to be scared to be myself, regardless of the person. Oh and I also love being cocky. Even with all of these “so-called” negative attributes, people will still love me. I am good person. That’s the only attribute that I really need. It’s the only one that matters.